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Thursday, January 21, 2010

Nerves

Sean's up in Ft Worth this morning sometime. He'll run his first steer before lunch. I'm not sure what time he goes but I just got this fluttering feeling in my stomach... like I get right before he runs his steer at the rodeo's I'm at. I wonder if that means he just ran his steer?! I'm loosing it obviously...

I've been fine all morning but now I'm nervous for him. I want him to succeed so bad. I've prayed for his success and his peace and clarity of mind, I've prayed all week long. Since I started reading the book I've been blogging about, I've been praying hard.

He's worked so hard the past month, working out every day, practicing every day, filming his practices so he can critique every run. I just hope he does good, if not this week then eventually. I know if this isn't what God wants him to do that God will help him find his way..its just that Steer Wrestling makes Sean so happy. I hope this is what he is called to do.

I forgot my Cell phone this morning so every time my office phone rings I think it's Sean, and of course it isn't. I need to take some valium or something..This is totally not normal to be so nervous about a silly rodeo! I need some chocolate..

4 comments:

The Kissin S Ranch said...

Good luck Sean, I am nervous for yall too. I get the same way when Joe is roping. Let us know how it goes.

Trish said...

oh girl.... I have my fingers and toes and legs and shoelaces and bra straps all crossed for Sean!

Let me know as soon as you hear from him!

GO TEAM SEAN :O)

Kelsey712 said...

go Sean! I hope it goes great :)

Melissa said...

i bet he does good this weekend!!!!

i know about being nervous - from doing theatre! AHHHH! But - there's no money in that (community theatre i mean). I hope that he succeeds & i truly believe that if that is what he loves, he WILL - maybe not now but one day! :)

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